Hurt, Healed, WHOLE!

Hello Family & Friends! Welcome to the Cafe, I pray all is well with you!
Are you ready? Do you have your favorite choice of warm fuzzy? Lord knows I'm ready! I've got a soft blanket across my legs, a mug of hot lemon zinger herbal tea, my new lavender neck pillow & beautiful sunshine accompanied by blustery winds! Its been too long since my last post! I've missed sharing with you! I have no idea what will flow from me right now, so you're getting it right now as I get it from The Holy Spirit! Breathe in deeply through the nose & blow it out slowly through the mouth as many times as needed!
God is allowing me to let you INTO ME, SEE! Relax & journey with me as I share my INTIMACY with you!

What is Hurt, Healed, WHOLE? I'm glad you asked! Its ME moving from hurt, beyond healing, into WHOLENESS!

HURT is my name from a marriage that failed! But, its not only my last name, it was also the condition of my heart & state of mind for so very long...for so many different reasons! I believe it was there before I even got married! Hurting people hurt other people! Two halves in a relationship will never make a whole! I believe one has to be whole first, before you are blessed with ties that bind you together!

HEALED is what I decided I needed to be! I knew God to be a HEALER so I prayed & asked Him to forgive my disobedience & mend my brokeness! Please help me to forgive those who have hurt me! Help me to forgive myself! Heal my heart, Oh God, as onlyYOU can! I don't want to fill my heart with "in the mean time, in between time" relationships attempting to find a temporary fix! I am my own worst enemy, please rescue me from myself, Oh God, I humbly ask in the matchless name of Jesus! I know You hear me, I love You Lord...Thank You & I believe its already done, no matter what it looks & feels like...Amen!

WHOLE is WHAT I AM NOW! Wholeness came after many seeds of tears fell to the floor as I knelt at the feet of Jesus, my Savior & watered my faith in God! The manifestation of my wholeness sprouted over time... I saw it after I stopped running & SURRENDERED to the WILL of GOD for my life! I saw it when I continued to pray for those who hurt me! Don't get me wrong, I'm no saint, I had my moments & went through phases of pain, anger, abandonment, jealousy & even hatred! But, it was killing me so I had to let it go & give the gift of forgiveness! I HAD to do that for myself! My wholeness? I saw it when I sought wise Godly counsel so that I would not be bitter! I saw it after I said YES LORD, EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS & I DON'T UNDERSTAND, YES! God showed me that it was never about me, so I don't have to take it personal! Its for others whom He will use me to minister to, so they too can have a healthy heart...free from depression & lack! I brought things on myself through my disobedience, but God dealt with me & turned it around & worked it out for my good! Each & every time, I come out on top & I am STILL overcoming! WHOLE is WHO I AM NOW THROUGH GOD!!!

Thank You Lord! There is NONE like YOU! YOU ARE MY VERY BEST FRIEND! You were there, watching over me...waiting on me...covering me with your love of protection...I HONOR YOU! I OWE YOU ME!!! MY SOUL SAYS YES TO YOUR WILL LORD...YES TO YOUR WAY!!!



Have you told someone that you love & appreciate them? Always remember that THANK YOU makes room for more!